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I can't help it by born-of-light, literature

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I can't help it

I can't help but cry out your name in the thick black night. Screeching and hollering for you to return. Clawing at the blackness. Yelling for safety. Please return. I can't fuel the endless high I once had with you. With you I am weightless, never feeling the need to worry. With you, I feel no need to cry. I feel no need to wallow in tears. There was a time I did not ache from a endless sea of grey sorrow. Now I just sob for relief of this awful feeling. The breaking needs to stop. This awful weight on my chest holds me down from the chainless freedom of life. Please Free me. Release me. Let me go. Please. Living without you

Mississsippi troubles by born-of-light, literature

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Mississsippi troubles

You're nothing now but a distant memory. now feeding my crops. You were nothing but a waste of blood and food. now buried in dirt. You were worth it. now not so much. a yellow day in the hot sun. worry till the late night diggin' graves. Feedin' my ugly monster. Reedin' 'till the sun comes up. got no worries or freedoms. Bury the memories deep. So deep. So cold. Tell me I'm not alone.

holy hell by born-of-light, literature

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holy hell

SHUT UP. Be quiet. Good memories. Of you. STOP TALKING. Frantic. A test animal in a cage. On drain cleaner. Peel back the eyes. Torture. STOP TALKING. society. Communism, Idealism. NO.NO.NO. WHY DO YOU BEAT ME UP? WHY DO YOU HURT ME? WHY IS THE SUN ROUND? WHY DO I DESERVE THIS? WHY? Because i said so. a test monkey throwing up blood. bind me. fight me. A bullet wound. Drink less. eat more. Right. a eel in my lung. oil in my blood. Ripped feathers. Broken glass eyes. Fuck.F

I know a secret by born-of-light, literature

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I know a secret

There's this clear liquid you can drink. It makes you feel real good. I drank it. So I know. Oh yeah, it's real nice at first. But it tastes awful. You feel distant from your own body. On top of the world. Then you feel sick. And you start to hate that distant feeling. You want to sleep forever. But your body keeps rejecting the fluid. And all you feel is that uneasy stabbing pain. Go to sleep. wake up again. feel sick again.

Christoph the Martyr by born-of-light, literature

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Christoph the Martyr

He woke up with a dead girl. and now he's looking dead. Snort the fucking line and have a good time. that V stands for the vendetta you have against yourself. So you wanna be a martyr? you wanna feel pain for a cause? Cause honey, your pain isn't helping shit. You feel pretty? Cause baby, you are. And now we lay, entwined in your self pity and tears. You must be human after all. Stop playing Christ, it's not doing any good. Nobody is going to nail your ass to a cross. So you wanna be a martyr? you wanna feel pain for a cause? Cause honey, your pain isn't helping shit. What was once a deep blue. Is now a Lifeless red. And

God has forgotten you by born-of-light, literature

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God has forgotten you

Hark! You stop in the dead night to listen to the cry of the lost. The world is dark. But your shadow is darker. Don't cry my child. All will be well. we will be fused as one. Your death will be beautiful. Don't worry. I shall be forever faithful. Look! It cries. Like a human would. Look! It speaks. Like a human would. Look! It Feels. Like a human would. But humans don't eat each other. Oh no. A taboo can not stop you. For love has no boundaries. Feel the prick of the knife. Let the fallen angel die. Eat her. Become her. It is done. Revenge is mandatory.

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Untitled chptr Five FINISHED by born-of-light, literature

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Untitled chptr Five FINISHED

I stood in the door way as he took my paper bag. A two room apartment. I think those would be called studios, but even so i think a studio has a bedroom. The main room is Large. The kitchen is to the right and separates it's self from the rest of the room with dark blue tile and a small island with four miss matching stools. one the bottom right corner of the room is a large couch set. A dark navy blue, one of those sets that connects and has the corner seat. a large wooden coffee table in front of it and a old, probably used, TV. A DVD and VCR player are inside the TV stand. Along with a bunch of game consoles dating back to the 80's. Goin

Untitled chptr four by born-of-light, literature

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Untitled chptr four

I was coming out of a liquor store, tired and depressed. There he was, sitting against the store, near the entrance, looking serious....almost angry. One would be intimidated by him, tall, combat boots, mohawk, pale gray eyes, barrel chested. Oh, and a tooth pick in his mouth. He looked up at me, with those big pale eyes, gave the most puppy dog look he could muster and stated: >"Got a light."< >"Only if you have a smoke."< I sit down, lay down the paper bag and we trade smoking devices,people looking at us as they pass by. He gives me back the zippo. >"That one is nice. Mine broke a month ago and i can't seem to find a new one that real

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life for us is a ramming-stone by born-of-light, literature

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life for us is a ramming-stone

He is up on stage and his heart beats on the left. As the keyboard is cast in flames, we listen to the man live. His words, a sickness. And then, his growl. We shall growl. We growled along with him. We want on stage. We want to dance with him. We have that sickness. Our heart beats on the left. Two, three, four. We see him live. We see the base cast in flames. His voice is a war of flames. As the back up lyrics growl. We all live. As the Doktor dances on stage. As the doctor’s heart beats on the left. Two, three, four, our sickness. He gave us this sickness. When the coat was in flames. The left. Two, three, four, t

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Untitled chptr one by born-of-light, literature

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Untitled chptr one

Authors note (please read) : A German word, when used in a English sentance, will be kept German. if a whole sentence or quote is spoken in German, or any other language >will be typed like this.< The Father land... is what i expected. Germany is riddled by American culture, so i suppose this will be easy to comprehend. Now I'm standing in this air port, overwhelmed. Need a cab. Need my luggage. Need a smoke. Need a shot of vodka. With some chocolate milk. Oh baby, i totally need some of that. This day has been hell. Shit. "INNA! Inna!" I forgot about Baldur. Nice guy, he is. But i just really wanted to spend a night in a hotel then his te

untitled chptr two by born-of-light, literature

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untitled chptr two

I slowly crept into my room, the door creaking as i opened the door. I stuck my head in Scooby-Doo style. turning my head to the left, i hear a song and see a girl perched in front of the TV. A radiant pink-haired-girl scrolls across the screen. I feel a connection with the song. Latin. Next to German, it is the only language that could be spoken and move me. "H-Hallo?" i half way whisper to the girl in front of the TV. By second nature she presses the pause button on the DVD player. >"You must be Inna."< >"Yes, I am. You are?"< >"Kristina. Baldur says that we're having dinner tonight to welcome you."< >"Oh, well, that is real kind of hi

Untitled chptr Three by born-of-light, literature

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Untitled chptr Three

To make things short. Last night was a shit fest. Mischa got in a fight with those collage boys and I slowly slipped out of the scene, back to my room, got dolled up and went to the nearest Disco. Something about a boy and five drinks later. His... OH no. at least i didn't fall into a coma and woke up an hour later. So it's pouring down rain, my feet hurt and i can't find a taxi in sight. I'm lost, hurting, my make up is smeared. I have no idea where my hostel is. Has it ever felt so good to sit in a gutter and cry? I hate my life. _One week later_ "Ja. Ja. I'll tell her right away. Dak- yes, you two. Danke. Have a nice day." This job i

Lily by born-of-light, literature

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Lily

One day, it was a sunny day. A sunny day in suburban white paradise. Lily, who happens to be our main character ( ;) ) slowly sat up in her bed. She began to slowly prepare herself for school. Which included bathing, dressing herself, brushing her teeth, hair, eating breakfast, and then taking her anti pycotics. Yes, our Lily happens to be a schizophrenic. As you may know schizophrenics are delusions. They see things that are not there. Are story revolves around Lily's delusions. Lily never really had many friends. Lily never had a chance to have many friends either. This was because of her enormous fascination with Michael Jackson. You see,

lets not be alone tonight by born-of-light, literature

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lets not be alone tonight

I feel like you're never listening. Never wanting. Never Feeling. But If that is the case. I will still be here. You may ask why. It's because I love you. I press my head against your chest. Watching the rain fall with apathy. Listening to your heart beat. Loving this moment. My head is full. Yours is empty. I am twisted and deep. You're straight out forward. I think about what to do next. You live by impulse. Someday when everything is calm. When there is no war. More love and less hate. I will feel safe. You will be happy. We will be complete.

Untitled chptr four by born-of-light, literature

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Untitled chptr Five FINISHED by born-of-light, literature

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Current Residence: A wet cave that resembels a butthole...wait a minute...
Favourite genre of music: industrial
Favourite photographer: none
Favourite style of art: abstract
Operating System: PC:windowsXP
MP3 player of choice: mp3 players suck. 8-TRACKZ FO LYFE
Shell of choice: clam
Wallpaper of choice: Rammsatein pictures
Skin of choice: whut?
Favourite cartoon character: stitch
Personal Quote: "Just because you're smart,it doesn't mean you're moral."

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picaso

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V for vendetta

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Rammstein

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Edgar Allen Poe

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zelda

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any nintendo platform

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born-of-light

Jun 3, 2008

NEW ACCOUNT

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!born-of-fire (https://www.deviantart.com/born-of-fire) that is all.

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born-of-light

Dec 5, 2007

I THINK IM GOING TO HAVE A ORGASM THESE PIZZA BITE

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OH HAY BRAH. 8I new deviant art www.born-of-fire.deviantart.com add me, I'll be back by my birthday (January 18th) happy holidays welcome ~whiskeysquaw (https://www.deviantart.com/whiskeysquaw) She's a myspace gal pal BE NOICE AND FAVORITE HER RAMMSTEIN WORKS :B I'm also working on an icon and lit bar for her <3 KTHNXBI ~ look at who i love!

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born-of-light

Nov 1, 2007

QUICK UPDATE

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in a recent report of metal hammer, reesh said that the new album with be like Herzeleid  but some what like reise reise & rosenrot. i meant to say away from DA, but i wanna share the news with you all. ima quote the bulletin from myspace: In the current issue of Metal Hammer magazine is a brief report on the current state of things in Rammstein's production. "Richard said in an interview that the new material will be again harder than the recent works "Rosenrot" and "Reise Reise." Stylistically it will be more like the debut album "Herzeleid." "The fun of hard, fast numbers is returned," said Richard. One reason for this change should b

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Rammstein <3

Wellcome to the Till Linemann's Fan-Club!

And sorry for long tome no add. The club is alive again.
~RichiHart

darkclub Jan 14, 2009

We have noticed you do not have the club Icon located on the front page of your journal. As the rules state, this Icon must be placed on the front page in order to remain an active member.

: icondarkclub : (Without the spaces)

Thanks,
Dark Club

josemariapicon

Dec 5, 2007

many thanks for adding Mutter - Rammstein to your

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greetings!

German-Blood

Nov 12, 2007

Send This To All Ur Friends,
And Me If I Am 1.
If U Get 7 Back U R Loved

1-3 u r a bad friend
4-6 u r a ok friend
7-9 u r a good friend
10-& ^ u r a great friend

Dear Friend,
When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . !
I dont promise that I will make u laugh,
but I can cry with u. If one day u want to
run away dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop......
but I can run with u.
If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....
call me.
I promise to be there for u
but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day if u call......
and there is no answer.....
come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.

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German-Blood

Thanks for the fav!

*randomly noticed your avatar* RAMMSTEIN!

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